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Friday, 15 May 2009 18:09
i cant help it but keep thinking of it. i dont know why, it's wierd considering we never talked. but i just can help but keep thinking about all who are grieving. i think i'm going a bit crazy. i always think too much. it's just me i guess. i always think alot. so i did think alot and sometimes to the extend that it kind of haunts me. but i know God is there all the time and that time will heal. but i still keep wondering like, why, how what happened, alot of questions. and whenever i rmb the many people who are crying and grieving so much, i feel very sad. like, it's really an ultra big shock and i guess no one can ever find out or answer all our questions except for God. so i sincerely pray for the family that they will be able to get over this tough time. i think i must really be mad. cos i really think about it alot. and i think i'm kinda affected by it. which is wierd. even nay said i was wierd. it's really unbelievable but it's reality and God will be able to heal all broken hearts and he will cure (:
so today, last day of sitting next to jenny and thanh! i'm going to miss you both TONS. like really alot! became really close to thanh esp and i'm going to miss her like crazy. i thought of getting them a farewell gift! HAHAHAHA. like sweet or smth. then jenny was like, where's my present? then i told her about the farewell gift and she's like, HUH where do you think you're going?! you're just going to be behind me -.- and she gave that face and i felt so stupid. HAHAHAHA but nevermind i'll get you guys some yummy sweets (: cos you both have been awesome seat partners. couldnt ask for more! :D
going out w weiyi/yili on sunday! OMG FINALLY AND I CANT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i havent met up w them in like, a thousand million years. ): miss them terribly. used to talk to them almost every second in school la! HAHA. and now it's not even like, once a day! D: so sunday will be fun and exciting and we're gonna make tons of noise and stuff all over again (:
sunday's also zac's bday! :D so after that i suppose i have to rush home to go to his house. :D
came back about an hour ago from imm w nay! cos broke ruth is penniless so just me and nay (: had yummy pepper lunch and we were the only ones there! hahaha. like we own the place or smth :D and i got DENMARKS ice cream! hahahhahha. right nay? :D
worship auditions next sunday. and i'm terrified. really. solos, communicating w the band. like !?#?%#^?!? i dont know what to do.
got back tons of ct2 papers. and.. as expected, it's suckyy. okay maybe average but still the middle nearer to the lousy part ): i must start passing geog and chinese AHH.
oh and antm 12! teyeona won. i kinda excpected it since like, when there were about 5 girls left. but i still had hope for allison to win cos she was seriously good and she improved ALOT. she improved while teyeona kinda 'deproved'. was really rooting for allison! ): hope she'll have a good career ahead! :D
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