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Saturday, 24 October 2009 21:37
this week has been MAD. M.A.D. i'm so tired right now. i think i'll just gonna do some chinese and then sleep. ahh, beauty sleep. let me tell you my week! it's insane.
tuesday, went to school (got back papers which sucked) and stayed back after that for choir meeting. went home, then rested for like, 2 hours? and chinese tuition! omg. i went through 6 cloze passages with the teacher my throat was sooo dry! haha. but ohwell. it'll help me :D wednesday, went to school as usual. then CAME HOME! YES. got an afternoon free :D but unfortunately, it wasnt for long! ): cos i had to leave @5 to go to church for prog comm meeting. but it was super fun! HAHA. very funny and stuff and it was a fruitful meeting (: but bad thing was, i left @9++!! and like from church okay. it takes quite long to get home but luckily my mummy fetch me :D thursday, went to school then over to kel's house to gb proj. and OMG. it was a ?!?!? cos we waited for like, 1 hour +++ for nava to come. we had to interview a person who had gone for a gb international event. so we waited. and waited. we watched sound of music ( you know how long it is right!) and read mags, i even practiced my keys! haha. THEN nava came when it was near the end of som. so we were about to start work and she was like, wait. are you saying like, fanromae (or smth, cant rmb. it sounds like fun-o-rama though!)? and we were all like, yeah yeah that kind. and you know what? she said: huh, wait wait guys.. i need to get something clear.. i didnt go for any international event before. OMG. we were really like HUH?!?! cos then we all stayed back for nothing. most importantly, we asked nava to come down for nothing eh! but on the good side, we had much fun! HAHAHA. it was a really really really (x10000) such a fun time @kel's house! cos we hadnt seen nava in such a long time! so we were all talking and laughing. and omg, nava didnt know who ris low was -.- HAHAHHA! she's so blur and slow seriously. haha! and then after that, i left @6.30 and headed over to church for worship prac. this day was the day i stayed out the longest during the whole week! i was in church from 7-10! by the time i reached home it was nearly 11. so i bathed and watched project runway :D friday, i went to school and lessons started. nooooo. 2 subjects in a day okay! TWO ONLY! hahaha. madness! then after that, choir meeting/rehearsal. AND FINALLY HOMEEE. like finally i get to stay home :D today, went out @11am and met kel and nay to go to tekkah mall! except now it's called The Verge and it's an ulu place. VERY ULU! @lunch time, and the foodcourt was soo sparse seriously! i can say that again, SPARSE! like hardly anyone went there! so kel and i got the stuff for eoy party while waiting for the always late nay! hahhaha in the end she came @ 1+ when we done shopping and just sat w us to eat lunch -.- HAHA! nay ah nay! but anyway, tekkah mall is actually kinda cool. well, some shops in it la! the shop we went to get the stuff from is seriously cool! you can find alot of cool stuff okay! and they are CHEAP. yes exclamation mark!!! CHEAP! hahaha. that's what i like :D LOL! i'm gonna go there next time for squad identities. :D they've got awesome masks! they even have those clown wigs okay! curly colourful hair! hahah :D and heart shape balloons and food and stuffies :D after that, we walked around little india. AND AHHHH. I LOVE LITTLE INDIA :D cos i really like their accessories. they have awesome bangles. super pretty! esp those crystal studded things! i love LOVE LOVEEE TTM crystal studded things! they had like, bangles, pens, etc. i saw a set of bangles there but it cost $10 for just ONE bangle okay! not even a set! so if you want a set, it cost $50. LIKE UHHHH. i can even get more stuff at DIVA. which is already, in my opinion, an ex shop. but sighh. it was SOOO pretty... ahhhhh. i love little india! hahaha. ahhhhhh i want those bangles! and the rings! it was soooo cute and pretty! even their long skirts! the prints were gorgeous seriously! i felt like a tourist there! ahahhaha! no kidding! i was walking around w kel and nay and i was like, wow wow wow at everything! cos i hardly ever go little india and it's so different from the usual orchard, vivo, etc. and i was just so captivated my the pretty sparkly stuff they sold there. i practically stopped at every shop! hahah! this is the main reason why i wanted to go delhi! cos i just love the indian bangles/accessories and their long skirts :D oh, prettyness~
oh. nay asked me to go be an indian. ?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?! thanks nay. i just really love indian fashion yeah. :D
and after that, i rushed home @3.30
had a little problem w the identities for eoy party. AHHH. stress. rushed home, rushed to bathe, and dashed out of house to church! and i was late. HAHAH. ohwell. set up the stuffies and all. and... I SUCKED TODAY. i think i really screwed it up today. like seriously. it was really bad. it made me wonder how i passed those auditions and interview! HAHA. cos for the fast songs, i used brass warm pads or smth like that. it's brass. and then cos there was no drums, just 2 keys and a guitar, i was sustaining the whole time. and from fast to slow, i still sustained. and i forgot to change the mode! ): i forgot to change it back to warm pads. and i didnt realise til the end of the worship part! and becuase of that, i couldnt sustain properly throughout the worship part esp when they were all praying and stuff in between songs and keys are supposed to sustain. cos i dunno, but i think it works differently. when i press the chord on the keys, and lift then press the pedal, the sound doesnt come out. it will just go dead and there's no sound AT ALL. so there was like, pockets of awkward silences okay! i felt really.. i dont know how to explain. just really bad. so after that, i changed the mode and stuff for the rest of youth service. so.. it was okay towards the end? but i still felt like i let everyone down.. like, i kinda failed to be the music minister that i should be. i guess it just takes practice and the heart to do it for God? sigh.. searching for it! :D
okie, that's like, the week that has gone by. and one more day, TMRW! and guess what? it's gonna be a long day again! ): but happy and excited cos it's our amazing race trial! :D YIPPPEEE! :D hahah! we'll be meeting @8.30-5.30? maybe around that time. and we'll be having a ball of a time! hahahha. gonna be making the camp comm pub vid and stuff. i hope there wont be rain!!! praying hard that there wont be rain! :D but i kinda feel bad about going for it.. cos i'll be skipping tuition! and tuition's really ex. + o level chinese are round the corner. so i kinda feel guilty about going for this trial. but i want to go on the other hand! + i'm needed i think? okay maybe not so much. BUT STILL. hahaha!
sigh, this is why i'm been feeling kinda stressed lately. ): i'm like juggling alot of things at a time right now. it's really stressful, but somehow.. i kind of forget the stress i'm feeling? like, when i'm doing the thing or preping for it, i feel stress but after that, it's kinda washed away. which is good :D hahah! i have to do like, christmas play choir, eoy party, keys, camp comm, olevel chinese, sighhhh. and this week there'll be keys practice for gb. it's my first time playing for gb eh. it's a bit wierd. i played guitar and drums for gb but never keys. but now in youth, i'm doing keys. sometimes i feel like i'm all over the place. like, i'm never really focused on one thing. which is really bad. so i'm like, trying to focus mainly on keys right now. and for youth. that's why... i kind of feel like not serving for gb anymore.. sigh i dont know. it's just so messed up. my head i mean. like what do i do now?! but okay nevermind God will show me the way at the right time. just keep doing what i'm doing and make sure what i'm doing is for the right purpose. (:
okay. i'm tired. dead tired. i need rest! i just finished antm ep8! :D yay! ahahha. i think i should stop watching this show? cos it isnt really healthy... but it's really fun! ahahahha. plus i love viewing the photos (: and some girls are really sweet. haha. okay gonna sleep and i cant wait for 1 nov! :D cg outing! hahahahha. esp when my dearest sonia is going! :D and others too of course (: thanks to ryan for helping me rearrange the date man! cos today i missed the debrief + cg dinnner cos of my bro,. oh, brothers are brothers. Labels: ray
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